Tonight I was honored to have an awesome conversation about faith and belief, about heart and mind, about choice and assurance. I hope to have more of these deep-thought laden discussions, but for now, it got me thinking about what I believe. (The following is a journal entry from October 2007.)
So here you go…
I believe in the fullness of summer; the romance of fall; the quiet of winter; and the newness of spring.
I believe in the healing of rain; the joy in laughter; the mystery of faith.
I believe there is a creator in my creation; a purpose for my living; a wonder worth embracing; a calling to follow.
I believe in hugging, smiling, grieving & listening.
I believe that peace comes with patience; that miracles are all around us; that everyone is beautiful; and that everyone longs to know so.
I believe in quiet moments – God is there.
I believe in large groups – God is there.
I believe in honest exposure – God is there.
I believe no matter what – God is there.
I believe that as good as it gets here and now, we are seeing but a dim reflection of our true home. I believe that’s why we always long for more.
I believe because my bones seem to agree; because there is peace in it; because I am an optomist; because it adds up; because in belief I am made more complete, more beautiful, more real.
Without belief I am full of anxiety; scared of messing up; unsure of myself; depressed and desensitized; hopeless and hungry; tired and torn.
With belief I am more than myself; I am a tool in the hands of a master craftsman; I am a part of a larger story, and that story is magnificent.
So my voice rises higher…
I belive because You are truth – the truth is that You set me free. In freedom I find hope and purpose. That is the song of the redeemed.
I believe because You are love – the only love that conquered death. In death I find a ressurection that is the hope of every breath.
I believe because You are light – the brilliant light of brand new days. Days of promise full of mystery and even then my soul will say…
I believe because.
I belive in spite of.
I believe within me there is reason to believe – You are.